Tuesday, April 12, 2005 @ 10:42 PM
off day today ~ spent e whole day at home watching japanese drama serials again . . . heehee ~
out of e sudden . . .. it made me realise how i really treat friends ard me ~i've been a bad friend ne !haiz ~ i promised i'll change for the better !!!
haiz ~ dunno y i've got this weird feeling i hate my dad ~ not very much but kind of blame him for wat happen to us now ~ though he dun wish that to happen ~ i'm sure he noes how he can prevent it but he'd jus done that . . . haiz ~ resulting in this situation now ~ poor . . . mama gonna work like hell for daily expenses. . . haiz ~
now gonna think how am i gonna solve my sch's financial stuff ~ troublesome le ! sian ~
i find that to understand one's feelings is hard le ~ how i wish sometimes watever i've said , people can understand how i feel and give me some advices , encouragements ~ haiz ~
think i'm farking addicted to chocos !! chocos a must have for me everyday now ~my god ! think i better quit it fast b4 it gets worsen ~
**germz . . . sorry for rejecting u again regarding that clubbing thing . . . i jus dun feel like going there for e time being ~
